I think Avis said it great. Brian was a gentle, kind and caring person. Not once did I ever hear him complain while helping Vicki care for his Dad, it was not easy and he was there day in and day out, doctors, hospitals, waiting rooms, supporting his Mum through everything. Even prior to that, I never heard him complain about the long Lawson ROADTRIPS!!!!!! It seemed that they (Loren, Vicki and Brian) were always travelling across the country someplace, always in a rush...Ron has some interesting stories about how they managed to do that when they were younger without stopping!!!!
He loved Tae and Cassie and they loved their Uncle Brian. They will miss his smiles and his love and little surprises to build their "classrooms". Brian wanted to be a math teacher and always had words of encouragement to Tae who wants to be one too. He played with his nieces and babysat them (I'm sure he let them get away with alot as they always were smiling and happy when Ron and I came home :)).
When we had received the call on Jan 18th from Jim and his Mum that Brian was on death's door, we were all in shock and disbelief... he was supposed to be dehydrated and needing some fluids, not in ICU, way too young to die. I am so grateful that he recovered to such an extent afterwards that he was able to speak to us. We all recall Brian calling out to us as we were leaving him one day "Love you guys". It is etched in our hearts and we were so happy to have had that time with him.
Brian cared alot about his church and his friends there and I know he wants you all to know that. Thankyou to everyone who has helped us out and supported the family during these last 2 months, my work friends, our neighbours, family, you've all been so great and understanding. I wanted to also capture Brian's last moments here because I know for sure he is heaven and with God now, and this was just an awesome experience to witness his passing:-
Saturday Feb 18th 2012 we went in to the hospital with heavy hearts knowing we would have to have his ventilator turned off. Just after that happened, he raised his left arm up from his side to his chest (I was a bit shocked and let go, but he kept on going, so it wasn’t me) and then he raised his left hand up off the bed, to his chest and clasped his right hand like he was praying, opened his eyes (although did not seem like he could see) and then passed away. I can’t explain it, but there was this wonderful feeling of just peace and I know he’s in a better place now.
Thanks Brian, I am a better person having known you. You were loved and I know you are pain free and in a better place now, although you will be sadly missed by all of us,
Ron, Juliana, Tae, Cassie, Pogo & Abbey x x x x o o o o